I was supposed to go on a hiatus for a month but something struck my chord. I wasn’t supposed to write, or for a more accurate note, was restraining myself, about something that happened yesterday out of friendship. I wasn’t aware of the whole picture and the gravitas of it all but I just got all the events and pieces together, it would be STUPID of me to ignore this. I need my self-respect and self-importance, but not as generously as others give themselves. Not because someone’s kissing your ass doesn’t mean we all have to.
I actually even asked the opinion, more likely permission, to write about this. I really don’t do that as this blog is my own but that I felt that out of friendship and respect, that would be the last straw I have to offer. I don’t really get that angry easily, I am easily appeased as well (I think), but I can also unleash my own HELL if I have to. I just don’t air it like a self-important bastard.
I like to believe that in a circle of friends, you can constantly rib each other and tell jokes and make a good laugh out of it. Sometimes you are the butt of jokes and sometimes you deliver. You would know each other well because you have been friends. Hell, you’re almost family. You just went out of different wombs, but you still treat each other as brothers and sisters. Especially when you have been friends for years. And more especially when you have been through hell together and have been there in time of need. You’d think you’d know each other. Maybe I missed the memo or did things changed along with the zodiac signs?
It’s ok to vent out your anger to friends. Share to them stories about your bad day and all. But never act for someone else’s anger. I don’t even meddle when my friends fight. Hell, when I had a girlfriend I’d let her fight her own fight, no matter how serious it was. Why the hell would I comment on something I have no knowledge about? No one has the right to give his/her opinion in a situation you are not a part of, especially when you don’t personally know who that someone is. Just because you have an ‘idea’ of what happened doesn’t mean you know ‘what’ happened. Never include and/or invite yourself in something you are not a part of. It makes you stupid.
This may sound a little hypocritical… ok it is hypocritical, when I said that I don’t air my issues when I am posting this on my blog. But on this blog, I control who gives their opinion. For the regular readers that I have (if I have them), you would have noticed that I have long abandoned the idea of posting new posts on my wall. I figured that not everyone wants to read the piece of shit that I write. That said, not all people can see this as this is not on a social networking site. You have to WANT to be here and read this than slapping this on your social networking site’s news feed and forcing it in your faces for everyone to know.
But then again I’m stupid. The hell I care.